Well, ladies and gents, I've decided that I need to get out of this ugly rut STAT. I can't afford to be a douche anymore and quite honestly, I don't enjoy being an asshole to everyone. Today is a new day and when I mean today, I mean from 6:01 this evening.
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Anyways, onwards and upwards. I don't want to go to work everyday and loathe it until 6pm rolls around. Ok, changing subject quickly... I went to Lindsay VW tonight to talk to Carey about doing her slutty website but she was busy talking to customers. The funny thing was, two of the dealers there for whom I don't recall ever meeting walked by me while I was watching TV in the lounge and was like "Hey JKREW"... um, ok hahahaha.
Next it was home, I got an antennae for stephanie so I can finally replace her busted one and went next door to daves house. We decided that eating healthy was for the birds so we took steph out (who hadn't leaked any oil in a week) to get some Popeyes. With a quick stop off to Best Buy and not being able to purchase Undead, WTF?! We went and got our 12 piece and were on our way.
We got home, stuffed ourselves silly, watched Road Trip, saw some boobies of a very beautiful Amy Smart and laughed ourselves silly. The roomie came over and we discused why I wrote such a shitty blog about him, I apologised and we made up. Then I went back to my place and I know this is really gay, I cleaned up and catagorised my email. All 3,649 emails. Cleaned up. Thank God. 2 years of emails. Ugh.
Then I talked to kate a bit, checked on my ebay auction (I am trying to win a new cluster for steph that actually has a tachometer on it so I can tell when to shift on that god damn weird revving CX engine of hers) and I know, I know, actually texted my ex girlfriend jess about a stupid cartoon that I used to watch back in the day. We texted back and forth a bit with random chit chat and it went surprisingly well. I was shocked and somewhat pleased that I got to talk with her albeit over text messaging without ending up in an argument over pettyness.
Now I am going to just go relax until Kate gets off from work. Yes, I could have gone out street racing tonight. I could have gone out to the dub meet. I could have gone to leah's house to hang out but really, all I wanted to do was just be a homebody for once which I rarely get to do and be by myself. God I miss Kate. I probably sound ghey and whatnot but I do miss her a lot lately. It's feels good knowing she will be here soon. I feel so sick to my stomach but she always makes me feel better.
I actually have a smile on my face for once. It's a good feeling.
Tomorrow, dave and I are making Nelson benches. Full write up to follow. God, we're metro. I am going to miss the fuck out of him when he is gone. It's so crappy that we are getting so close just weeks before he leaves.
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Anyways, onwards and upwards. I don't want to go to work everyday and loathe it until 6pm rolls around. Ok, changing subject quickly... I went to Lindsay VW tonight to talk to Carey about doing her slutty website but she was busy talking to customers. The funny thing was, two of the dealers there for whom I don't recall ever meeting walked by me while I was watching TV in the lounge and was like "Hey JKREW"... um, ok hahahaha.
Next it was home, I got an antennae for stephanie so I can finally replace her busted one and went next door to daves house. We decided that eating healthy was for the birds so we took steph out (who hadn't leaked any oil in a week) to get some Popeyes. With a quick stop off to Best Buy and not being able to purchase Undead, WTF?! We went and got our 12 piece and were on our way.
We got home, stuffed ourselves silly, watched Road Trip, saw some boobies of a very beautiful Amy Smart and laughed ourselves silly. The roomie came over and we discused why I wrote such a shitty blog about him, I apologised and we made up. Then I went back to my place and I know this is really gay, I cleaned up and catagorised my email. All 3,649 emails. Cleaned up. Thank God. 2 years of emails. Ugh.
Then I talked to kate a bit, checked on my ebay auction (I am trying to win a new cluster for steph that actually has a tachometer on it so I can tell when to shift on that god damn weird revving CX engine of hers) and I know, I know, actually texted my ex girlfriend jess about a stupid cartoon that I used to watch back in the day. We texted back and forth a bit with random chit chat and it went surprisingly well. I was shocked and somewhat pleased that I got to talk with her albeit over text messaging without ending up in an argument over pettyness.
Now I am going to just go relax until Kate gets off from work. Yes, I could have gone out street racing tonight. I could have gone out to the dub meet. I could have gone to leah's house to hang out but really, all I wanted to do was just be a homebody for once which I rarely get to do and be by myself. God I miss Kate. I probably sound ghey and whatnot but I do miss her a lot lately. It's feels good knowing she will be here soon. I feel so sick to my stomach but she always makes me feel better.
I actually have a smile on my face for once. It's a good feeling.
Tomorrow, dave and I are making Nelson benches. Full write up to follow. God, we're metro. I am going to miss the fuck out of him when he is gone. It's so crappy that we are getting so close just weeks before he leaves.
GO UPSWING GOOO! YOUUUU CAN DOOOO IT ALLLLL NIIIIIIGHT LOOOOONG!
indeed a good evening, good boobies in a funny ass movie, a good talk with the jkrew, a good/scary ass ride in steph who can corner about as good as an elephant chasing a cheetah on ice covered with marbles and used motor oil in a category 4 hurricane, a good chat with jkrew's roomie (when he stopped by, sorry you have to work so late)... and the food, def made for the non health nuts!
youll find the right job and right way to keep smiling soon enough!
remember, youre jkrew, if you want it, you can have it! just think back to the good ol days (like were old or somthing) when even things that were handed to you werent good enough, you had to make them better...
youre handing yourself your life back, now make it better.
To put certain things about work in a public place is like asking to be fired. Not a bright move jkrew. Remember...NEVER burn bridges. Haven't I taught you anything? No mater how shitty things might be...never bite the hand that pays you. Get even by getting a better opportunity. Get even by putting all your extra time in looking for a better opportunity. Get even by networking; letting people "in-the-know," know that you are looking. But NEVER crap where you sleep.
Yeouch. Upswing good, getting yelled at by Mom, bad. Car good, compact car that corners looser than my Xterra, bad...
You've got a dichotomy here, my friend. Here's my solution.
Take a minimum of 4 beers, but no more than 6, enter a room, bring Kate with you. Whether anything happens or not, after beer number 4 you'll be happy, grinning and not caring if anything is good or bad until tomorrow...
Simplistic, yes, but that's how I think. Thats how I live. : }