So I am declaring that I have a drinking problem. I probably don't but one would say a bottle of wine a night is cause for concern. I can't really remember when I went to bed without having at least one glass of wine. Sure it's good for you they say. I agree. A glass of wine is good. Red wine. But a bottle has to fuck up at least a few organs in your body.

Anyhoo, I am in shit shape, my eye-whites are yellow, I bruise easily, I have bags under my eyes and am pretty much tired all the time. Like 70 year old tired. I'm 28 years old. I shouldn't feel like a 70 year old.

Plus it's expensive. 8-10 bucks a day can buy a lot of car parts or dinners for the missus, or just about anything else that won't be literally pissed away.

So I stopped drinking monday night. I guess I just decided I didn't want to drink anymore. I know cutting back would work just as well but I'm really a black or white kind of person and it's the only way I can stop and see if it really improves my health which I undoubtedly think it will.

So yeah, 48 hours with no alcohol. It feels weird. It feels like I had 14 cups of coffee but am still kind of hazy. I have a headache. I took a sleeping pill last night because I was tossing and turning. Could that really be an addiction? Is my body really wanting alcohol? I never needed a drink at work or during the day but come 8pm every night, I really craved one. Maybe it's just habit. It's not too hard to not drink but the habit keeps telling me to pour one. Kind of odd.

Anyways, yeah, thats my news.