Well, it was an interesting weekend. I got royally chewed out by my mom (with good reason) and now I am trying to get back on track with my life. I have been slipping so much lately. Being burried by all of this shit i.e. bills, debt, house, dog, girlfriend, car, sickness et al.

I've completely turned a blind eye to it all and have decided to just be a bum and disregard everything. I've become a master at that shit too. I don't pick up my phone anymore. I don't check my mail. I just chose to be a hermit. I don't call friends, I don't go out. I don't work on my car. I just have pretty much sat at home and either sat at the computer or on the couch.

Ugh, such a waste. Maybe it's a depression (which is normal because I always turn into a slug during the winter) but it's not cool anymore. I'm REALLY lucky I have an understanding girlfriend to take care of me when I go through shit or need to vent. I'm not deserving sometimes.

Anyhoo, onwards and upwards. Trying to get my shit in check. I called my debt company. I wrote off a huge bill today. That's a start. It will take time.

I think I'll start a list on this thing so I can check off some of the shit I need to do in the near future.

Wish me luck.